Then I saw you
And everything I hated about this place faded to black.
You were at the forefront of my heart.
You were everything that I loved.
Everything I ever said I wanted you gave to me,
And the things I never asked for,
And maybe I didn’t appreciate it as much as I should have.
Maybe I didn’t lift you up as much as I should have.
Now that I no longer have these things,
I yearn for them again.
The little things.
I miss the days when every little second I’d see you pop up on my screen.
I just sit here and wonder…
I wonder if it feels like a chore to you to speak to me.
Wonder if there’s someone you love speaking to more than me.
I wonder if you even see me